Infestation of the brain

Hopes have fallen
Dreams have broken
Everything has collapsed.
My heart has broken in two.

My mind has been infested.
Infested with thoughts of you.
Thoughts not going away.
My brain is turning dark.
Focusing on one thing, you.
I can only think of you.

My heart is turning into ice.
I feel I cannot love anymore.
Love nothing except for you.
This may be premature.
My heart does not care.
It tells me to betray my brain.
It tells me to go to you.

I did something wrong.
My heart made my feet walk.
My brain shutdown leaving only thoughts of you.
My heart is sore.
I know it sounds like a cheap metaphor.
But I guess I’m just a fool.
I fell for you.
Fell flat on my face.

I’m paying hell for glory.
I sold my soul for a sweet face.
The face would be yours.
I fell in love and broke the glass with that love.
This may be premature, I know.
But if you leave me down, my heart turns to ice.
My brain turns black.
The infestation has begun.
I can’t stop it now.
I think of you day and night.
Can’t have fun because of you.
My fun will return when I have you.
If you turn away, I’ll understand.
I will still think of you.

Don’t say I can’t, you started this rollercoster.
This infestation, all because of you.
I fell hard and I can’t get back up.
Help me up.
Help me see the light.
You are my angel.
Please don’t leave me now.
My angel, you have infested my brain.
Infestation, turning my heart to ice and my brain
To black, with thoughts still of you.