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January 23rd, 2002
     I think I am mean sometimes. My step dad is mad at me sometimes because I always make mistakes and he had to help me. And I am not grateful enough...
      Finally, I know the truth. Joe is not Joe!!! I mean the Joe I know his name is not Joe! Just because Tom and Joe wanted to play with me! Joe's real name is Dennis...he is not another Tom's FRIEND!!
      I am not mad at them at all. They are nice, why will I be mad? Just feel this was a silly joke.
      Joe is my JOE forever!!!

January 24th, 2002
I feel very free now. I finished my final. It was not. I have three days off this week. The first thing I have to do after the final exams is cleaning my room. My room is so messy since I have no time to clean it. So, I washed the sheets, dusted the desk, tidied my closet...I felt great after I cleaned my room...

January 26th, 2002
     I went to Chicago yesterday. I had a lot of fun...I met my old classmate, Queenie (I like her name). I did some shopping, I bough some stationery, postcards, phone card, candies and magazine...China town is so far away from me, I missed it right after I left Chicago.
      I bough little gifts for Tom and Joe, my new friends. But Joe told me that Tom has many that kind of stuff already. Well...I don't know what should I do. Should I send the gifts or not?
      Joe told me that Tom is a nice guy... I know it, he is nice. But I really want to be just friends with him. I don't need a boy friend now. I don't want anything change.
      I used the phone card to call my family and best friend today. I felt great. Everybody is fine in China...Yolanda told me that she broke up with her boy friend. Well, love is very hard... people change...I hope she will be fine and happy for ever!
      I love you, Yolanda!!

January 28th, 2002
     New semester has begun. I don't want to go to school because I have to be busy again and I won't have much time to do something else. I wish I can be lazy every day. Well, it is not possible though.
      I have nothing to write about. I had fun with Tom yesterday night. He is a very romantic person. It was nice to chat with him though internet. And he is a very happy person, I have to learn from him.
      I miss Mrs. O'Byren. I am going to call her today. I hope she does OK in the new school.
      I saw the baby again yesterday. She is very cute and bigger now... I could feel she is heavier. New life...New start...I wish!!!

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