| July 14, 2002 I am such a dumb ass. I forgot to send the birthday present to Tim on Thursday. And tomorrow is his birthday. That sucks!!! I hope he can forgive me. I chatted with three friends today: Tim, Belinda and Andy. It's the first time to chat with Belinda and Andy. Belinda is my middle school friend but I could not recognize her face until today I check the school picture. Sorry about that, Belinda. I am so happy to chat with her. Andy is my good friend, Xiao Yan's elementry school classmate. He moved to the U.S. four years ago. He's pretty cool. I know he likes soccer because he screen name has soccer in it. ^o^ I still need to right a stupid papar for my government final exam, but I am too lazy to do it. Who wants to do homework during summer? I have to do it sooner or later though... |
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| March 16, 2003 When I am upset, I always want to eat lots of food to make me happier. Today, I think I am depressed so I ate a lot. However, it doesnt help me much. Sometimes people just have days like this. I feel so lonely. Look at myself in the mirror, I cried. I asked myself, "Who are you really? Why are you always lonely and uphappy?" I feel cold, loveless, and hopeless. I went downstairs to hug my little neice, Shaina. She is such a sweet heart. Hugging her makes me feel warm and happier. Looking at this little one, I wanted to be a child again. Childhood is so wonderful. kids do not have to worry about anything. I need someone to hug, to love, to change my life. |
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