Who am I? I ask as I watch the sun rise through the 
humming power lines. Am I the Lain of the wired? Am I 
the Lain here? I'm me aren't I? Aren't I??? 

I don't know anymore. Ever since I started tinkering 
with the Navi computer system...maybe even before 
that... I haven't been sure. The Internet...the 
Wired. It's another world entirely. It has its own 
rules, its own people. It has demons... and gods. And 
I am one of them. 

What will this day bring? The halflight of dawn shines 
through my window and reminds me of the stuffed 
animals that used to sit there. Where has my 
childhood...my innocence gone? It's hidden now in the 
green liquids and hunks of black metal machinery that 
power my current computer system. My computer is more 
than a computer now. It's an organism. A living, 
breathing monstrosity that threatens to fill the 
entire room. Gigantic puddles of condensation sit on 
the floor from the workings of the operating system.  
But I am a part of it...and it is a part of me. 

We are one and the same.

I too, am a monster.

I miss Alice. She was such a friend before...but now I 
think she's afraid of me. I don't blame her. I'm 
afraid of me too. 

Am I God? Who is the real God? Do I really want to 
know? These questions plague me, and drive me forward 
in my blind quest. An odd thought comes to 
me as the window brightens with daylight: today is a 
school day. School! It seems such a far off concept to 
me now! But I cannot be bothered with it. Not 
when I'm so close to the truth.

I get up and walk to my collection of monitors."Hello, 
Navi" I greet the operating system.

"Hello, Lain" It responds mechanically

"Show video RW21-426: Sun rising over lake" I order. 
Instantly one of the monitors shows the scene. I 
always liked this one. I like how the golden 
reflection of the sun on the lake hide everthing else 
from view. It reminds me of the outside world and the 
Wired.

Suddenly I have a thought. Maybe I could just delete 
myself from the Wired! Maybe then I could live a 
normal life. "Navi, bring up all files relating to 
Iwakura Lain."

The monitors flash with birth certificates, hospital 
records, school transcripts, and the like. One by one 
I delete them. There is only one I hesitate at. It 
isn't like the others...right before I utter the word 
"Delete" I seem to see the words 'Acute Paranoid 
Schizophrenia' and 'escaped' and 'obsession with 
Internet.' But I cannot allow this to distract me. I 
delete this too and move on down the list as people 
rise with the sun and prepare for the day, unaware of 
their place in the Wired...

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