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A Ranma 1/2 spamfic by Zorknot

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DISCLAIMER: Takahashi Rumiko made up some interesting 
characters and plot lines for Ranma 1/2. This is me 
screwing all that up:-)

One of the more maligned members of the Ranma 1/2 cast has his say...
~~~~~[START]~~~~~

It's very hard for me, you know? Everyone worries 
about Ranma, but no one cares about MY feelings. Even 
Ranma, who I thought would stay with me forever, 
ignores me more and more. Its like he thinks he 
doesn't need me. Maybe he doesn't. It's killing me...

I know, I know. If it wasn't for me, Ranma would never 
have had to go through the Nekoken training. But 
really, it's not my fault! I blame Nodoka and that 
sword of hers. And the training hurt me just as much 
as it did Ranma. Ranma was so close to me...he's 
my blood! And when those cats tore into his flesh, 
they tore into mine as well. 

No one cares about that though, do they? Not even 
Ranma anymore. If I start becoming a pain he just 
douses me with water to shut me up. It's frustrating. 

I suppose you could say Jusenkyo was my fault too. But 
really! It was a TRAINING ground! What were we 
supposed to do, look around, enjoy the scenery, have a 
few moments of casual intercourse with the natives? I 
wish now that we had done that instead, but while the 
brochure was in Chinese it had one character that was 
unmistakable and that was TRAINING. So we trained. I 
think Ranma would have jumped on those poles even if I 
wasn't around. 

As Ranma fell toward the waters of Nyannichuan...I 
think part of me knew what was going to happen, 
because at that moment I was more scared than I ever 
had been before. And when he changed...there's no way 
I could possibly tell you how much it hurt. Suddenly 
all Ranma and I experienced amounted to nothing, and 
we were separated in a way I hadn't thought possible. 

I was so relieved when Ranma changed back that I leapt 
straight up in glee...much to Ranma's embarrassment I'm 
sure. But unfortunately the cure wasn't any more 
permanent than the curse. 

So you can't blame me for Ranma's problems with the 
Amazons either, though I guess you could blame it on 
my influence. When Shampoo gave Ranma that Kiss of 
Death...I wanted to do something, but I couldn't. All 
I could do was watch, horrified, as the girl kissed  
Onna-Ranma on the cheek and the former boy stood there 
like an idiot, doing nothing. 

I've tried to get better, but the truth is, whenever 
Ranma's a girl, she and I just can't communicate. The 
Cat's Tongue...that was the worst. For almost a month 
I could barely talk to Ranma. A gulf opened up between 
us and it seemed to get wider with each passing day. I 
think the phoenix pill came just in time. I could tell 
things were changing in Ranma and that if it had taken 
any longer...well I don't want to think about that. I 
suppose that the Chisuiton could have been much worse, 
but really it was over fairly quickly and things were 
back to normal. 

Of course I didn't know what fear was until Ranma 
started ACTING like a girl! I don't know how a knock 
on the head could have done that to Ranma, but it was 
nearly the end of me. One more day of that...two tops 
and I would have left Ranma for good. 

You still have no sympathy for me at all, do you? 

Do you realize it's a wonder I'm still here talking to 
you? I could have ceased to be a hundred different 
ways! My life is threatened even now! All Ranma has to 
do is say he doesn't want me around anymore and my 
life might as well be over! That's extremely stressful 
let me tell you. 

Yes, I know, you have it rough too, Mallet-san, but at 
least Akane uses you from time to time. 

I'm telling you, it's much worse being Ranma Saotome's 
penis...

~~~~~[END]~~~~~

This was just an odd thought that wouldn't leave. One 
of these days I'm going to write something wholesome. 
This isn't that day... tomorrow doesn't look good 
either:-)

C&C welcome, but I doubt if I will change anything. 

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