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JUNE 2005

 

 

WEDNESDAY JUNE 1ST , 2005

 

     We get the results of ALL the blood tests in the mail today, with an apolgy from Dr Laura about the 2nd trip we had to make. The results are OK, but the LDH is still up, and per the normal range for this lab is seems to be higher than the last time. L

 

 

P

CPK or CK

Aldolase

Von Will

LDH

AST

ALT

10-15-03/Wed

~~

516

 

 

 

 

 

10-22-03/Wed

~~

501

15.3

 

527

58

25

10-25-03/Sat

~~

130

15.3

170

489

37

25

11-05-03/Wed

50

35

8.3

261

322

22

19

11-26-03/Wed

50

23

6.5

301

319

22

24

12-24-03/Wed

50

36

8.1

241

290

19

20

01-21-04/Wed

45

39

9.3

205

265

21

16

02-26-04/Thu

20

56

7.8

107

298

23

17

04-21-04/Wed

10

92

6.7

158

310

26

19

05-10-04/Mon

9

84

9.5

~~

298

 

 

6-9-04/Wed

9

74

7.5

196

256

25

15

7-14-04/Wed

8

79

7.7

125

203

24

31

8-26-04/Thu

6

72

5.2

177

312

30

14

9-24-04/Fri

3

80

7.3

~~~

236

26

35

10-14-04/Thu

2

96

7.7

161

310

27

13

11-15-04/Mon

2

82

6.4

107

197

26

33

01-03-05/Mon

2

76

3.9

158

270

26

12

3-28-05/Mon

2

86

7.5

118

296

29

11

NORM Childrens

 

4-175

3.0-12

5.0-160

110-295

2.0-40

3.0-30

5-13-05/Fri

2

88

4.8

119

209

28

32

NORM-Gateway

 

0-155

1.0-8.0

?

100-190

20-65

20-65

 

 

THURSDAY JUNE 2ND , 2005

 

     Ian is staying after school today, for band practice, since their spring concert is tonight. I wait for the Dylman at the bus stop and up to the school we go.

On the ride home, Ian asks if we can go to Staples. “Now?” Yes.

And why do we need to do this? Seems he wants to enlarge a picture for a project he is working on. OK next question WHEN did you know you had to do this? Last week, and WHEN IS IT DUE?? TOMORROW. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Nope I am not running crazy for you especially since you knew last week and you give an hour to get it done.

 

We barely have enough time to get done what we need to do now. We have to get home, they have to do homework, we have to eat and be back at the school by 6:30 and it’s 3:40 now.

 

He explains the whole thing when we get home, I ask him, :”what made you think I couldn’t do this here???” so I take care of the problem at home and we head back out the door. Off to Wendy’s and then back to school. Dylan and I stay in the car and have dinner Ian heads in.  we follow at 6:45 since the concert starts at 7:00.

 

His beginner band is the 2nd of 3 bands, they aren’t toooooooo bad. Once he is done, he walkie talkie’s me and we head for home.

 

PHOTO OF CONCERT

 

 

 

 

SUNDAY JUNE 5TH , 2005

 

 

YMY BIRTHDAY DAYY

 

 

     I manage to escape working today, which makes me very happy. It is a quiet day around the house. Keith actually finishes painting the house and it looks AWESOME!!!!!

House photo

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

     Dylan and I head out to do the grocery shopping. He was grounded and had to go with me, since Dad had told him to play outside, and when he went to his friends house, they went inside. Keith said he couldn’t hear them any more, so on my way out I stopped at the neighbors and he was “busted”.

 

     I was told to pick up my birthday cake, since the kids had ordered it last week. OK when I pick it up. The boys have picked out a Power Ranger cake for me. Seems good to me, I watch Power Rangers with them, and I just helped Ian do a massive report on them, so it makes sense.

 

Ian has had a rough morning, he did not take his Methotrexate last night, it was puked up. For the second time in a day. So I told him he would still get 2 today since none of them stayed down last night. He of course wakes up with an upset stomach.

 

     Saturday’s have been a real battle for us lately. Ian can’t seem to manage the 8 pills and the Cyclosporine with out throwing up. It ends up being an all day event. He makes so much work out of taking the pills and gets upset and worrisome, so that he frets himself into throwing up.

 

It is getting very difficult to muster any sympathy for him, when he is doing it to himself. He spends most of the day sleeping.

 

Keith comes in a prepares my birthday dinner and Ian eats like a fiend, but is all stuff he loves, Steak, Mashed Potatoes, Corn on the Cob, Garlic Bread and my Birthday cake for desert.

 

MONDAY JUNE 6TH , 2005

 

     Keith wants to put up the old storm door today, so I run outside to take photos of the house WITHOUT the door since I like the way it looks now. He asks if I really want to put this door on. I tell him no I think the door looks awesome the way it is. So we head to Home Depot to hopefully get a full glass one.

 

     I found the perfect door, however it has to be ordered. It will arrive in about 2 weeks so no work on the house today.

 

 

THURSDAY JUNE 9TH , 2005

 

     It has been about a week of non-stop 900 weather and humid, seems that the weather has no happy medium. We have gone from a month of clouds and rain to an oppressive heat wave.

 

     Today is my late day at work and I arrive home just before Ian, and we get to the usual things. I step out on the porch to get the rug that was drying and notice that Shadow is sleeping over in the grass in the corner. I think to myself ahhh be quiet and don’t disturb him, he is comfy. Well once the homework is done the boys head out to the neighbors’ house and the pool.

 

Once they get home, I notice that the dog has still been very quiet, I look out to see him sleeping still in the grass, well this seems to be a long time even for him, so I rap on the window which normally makes him jump out of his skin. This time nothing… again…. Nothing. I head down stairs, go out the back door, and call his name. Still nothing… Once I get to his side, I realize that he has passed on. He looks so comfortable, sound asleep in the cool grass. Now how do I tell Dylan that his buddy Shadow has died?

 

     I go back in the house and call Dad, he will be right home to help me, tell the boys. Dad arrives home to find us all piled into our bed watching TV. Dad breaks the bad news, since Mom is already in tears. Ian does well with the news, but Dylan does not.

 

     Dad tells him he is with Old Gramma and his brother Cooper that he has missed since he died several years ago. Now they are all together again.

 

FRIDAY JUNE 10TH , 2005

 

     I head home and hit the bed for a nap, Gramma B will be over to pick the kids up to take them to her house for the weekend. It is mass confusion trying to get the boys situated, I forgot to pack their bags last night and we are packing in a hurry today. I hope they have everything.

    

     They all head out at about 4:30 they are off to pick up Miss Em and head to RI.

Mom has dinner and to bed. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

 

SATURDAY JUNE 11TH , 2005

 

     Since the boys are away, Dad and I have a date tonight.  Dad spends his day, getting one the Dragon Tattoos that he has wanted for years. I found Ian some fabric with Dragons and Dad wanted those as tattoos, so the guy freehand drew them and they look great. He had the right leg done today he arrives home around 4:00

 

 

 

Well since he is constantly looking at the thing, I change the plans and we head to a restaurant that he can wear shorts to. LOLOL. We go to Ruby Tuesdays. The dinner is fabulous and then it’s off to the movies to see the Stars Wars Film, Revenge of the Sith. This too was great and home about 10 and mom is off to bed, she has to work in the AM at 0600. She is NOT thrilled about it, but it is mandatory for at least 6 Sundays this summer, since the lone person that covers Sundays took 8 of them off this summer, hummmph.

 

SUNDAY JUNE 12TH , 2005

 

     Keith is off to finish the tattoos today. Before  he heads out he runs the laundry thru for me, since I am at work.

 

 

 

 

 

I get home around 3pm, watch the Pocono race, Keith gets home around 5pm and we head off to pick up the boys at 6:00. We pickup not only our boys but Miss Em as well, we don’t get home until 8:30 and mom is off to bed while the boys shower and get ready for school.

 

FRIDAY JUNE 17TH , 2005

 

     Well today is not a good day for mom, I received a letter from the Suncoast District saying that they

DON’T want me. My attendance is not acceptable. Never mind the fact that I spent 800 hours of my time having and caring for my children. I had the bad luck of having my kids BEFORE the Family Medical Leave Act was accepted by the Post Office. It took them 4 months to figure this out?????? To day I am devastated is an understatement. I had really wanted that office. When Keith 1st started talking about relocation, I had always figured I would be without a job. Since I know how anal the PO is. Then to hear the stories of people actually getting transfers and then having one IN REVIEW that didn’t show openings, I had let myself hope. Silly me.

     Well I’m not going off quietly, I had started a letter to Central Florida, I will continue it. It shows all my Sick Leave use for the last 15 years, where my maternity leaves are etc. Not that they will acknowledge it. They haven’t acknowledged anything so far.

 

SATURDAY JUNE 18TH , 2005

 

     We have the battle of the Methotrexate again. Keith says he takes everything fine in the Morning but when he tries to take the night dose it is guaranteed to come right back up again. He gets so worked up that he does not want to take them and that he will throw up, he makes himself do it. It is getting very frustrating because on the weekends he does get much of his meds. They all end up down the drain.

 

After I get home from work, Ian and Dad install the new storm door. I absolutely LOVE the new front door and the old storm door would have covered it up. They do a wonderful job and it works and looks GREAT.

 

     Tonight we have a frustrated Dad, and Mom is the calm one. We just have no idea what to do with this one.

 

MONDAY JUNE 20TH , 2005

 

     My Tour Superintendent does finally place the phone call to Valrico. He speaks to the OIC and they have a great chat. He is NOT the one who makes the decisions but he will forward his name and number to the Postmaster who is out on a detail elsewhere. I feel better but still don’t hold out much hold that she will respond.

 

TUESDAY JUNE 21ST , 2005

 

I finish my letter and email it off, I then snail mail a hard copy with my attendance forms to the eReasign person. I still figure I will get the brush off. But I have to try.

 

 

THURSDAY JUNE 23RD , 2005

 

     Today is the kids last day of school, they are thrilled. They spend their 1st afternoon of vacation across the street in a friends pool. Great for mom J

 

SATURDAY JUNE 25TH , 2005

    

     Ian does fine with the Methotrexate in the AM but of course we have another scene at night and all the meds come out once the Methotrexate  goes in. Just shaking my head on this one, I have no clue what to do. I don’t want him to have a relapse and I want the meds to continue to decrease. However, that won’t happen if he doesn’t take what he is supposed to.

 

SUNDAY JUNE 26TH , 2005

 

     Cousin Nolan’s Baptism – Keith has been named the “Godfather” and we have to be to the church by 9:30. and of course we are running late. I try to give Ian a couple of the Methotrexate with soft ice cream since he didn’t get any of the 2nd dose yesterday. It all went down the drain. Well he sees the Methotrexate and starts the ritual of tears and fretting etc. etc.  so I show him I have softened ice cream and we can put the pill in this and it should be no problem. Well I let him taste JUST the ice cream and he pukes. He has had absolutely NO medicine what so ever.  Mom just can’t deal with this… she walks away and lets Dad take over.

 

     If that isn’t proof positive that it is all in his head I don’t know what is. Keith gets the regular meds down and forgets the Methotrexate. We are going to have a long talk with Dr. S tomorrow about this stuff, and have him explain, that this is not an optional, these meds are needed in order for him to get better.

 

     So now, we are off to the Baptism. We arrive at 9:38 not too bad. We sit in the back and soon they go up and it is done. It is of course 950 in the shade today. Just like the last time we were here. The day Ian almost passed out from the heat and then I discovered the illness. This is a constant flashing thru my mind today.

 

     Well the boys get fidgety and I take them out side, figuring that there is only 15 minutes or so to go. Oh yeah right. Well they have a speaker and he talks for an extra hour. So it is 11:30 before anyone exits the church. Buy this time the kids and mom are bored silly and starving.

 

     We follow Uncle Lance, back to the lake and get settled in, the boys are immediately into their swim suits and off to the water. I don’t think Dylan came out of the water for anything, except to eat all day. From noon until the time we left around 7:30pm. Ian has a blast, he goes out to the water trampoline with Dad and Matt. And later on in the afternoon he goes tubing.

 

A great time was had by all, but it was a LONG day. We get home around 8:30 and Mom heads to bed.

 

MONDAY JUNE 27TH , 2005

    

     Mom works until 11:00 and Dad and the Boys meet me at work. Then it is all into mom’s car and off to Boston to see Dr S. we hit a little traffic and get there about 12:10. Since the appointment has been switched from 3:00 to 1:00

I suggest lunch in the café rather than over to the Longwood Galleria. Yikes $23.00 later we are headed up stairs to the appointment.

 

     When we go to get Ian’s vitals I get a shock, he has grown a whole inch in 3 months. Guess he is making up for lost time. His BP is lower than it has been. (We definitely don’t take the stairs anymoreJ )  we wait an extra few minutes to see someone, since we are in Dr Susan’s study, we wait for her… this is a good thing. She thinks Ian looks MARVELOUS!!! She barely recognizes him. They go thru all the tests and he is doing great. She heads out to get Dr S. and when they return, there is a whole gaggle of them…. Yikes. They out number us. LOLOL Dr Susan, Dr S and 3 more all to check out Ian. Glad we can help.

 

We discuss the changing of the pill Methotrexate to the injection. Well come to find out this same liquid can be taken by mouth also. The same way we do the cyclosporine. Great. We’ll try that. But I want instructions on how to inject it JUST IN CASE. I can’t go thru another 2 months of puking for no reason.

 

Dr Susan and Dr S discuss how much to decrease the Cyclosporine by. The agree on .40 cc down from .60 cc. but then Dr S gives Ian a stern reminder that this is ONLY if he can keep the Methotrexate in. because if he can’t keep it in, they will have to go up on the Cyclosporine again.

 

Dr Susan writes the prescriptions for the liquid Methotrexate and the syringes with and with out the needles. We need needles to draw the medication out of the vile, and then we discard the needle and give it to him by mouth.

 

The head nurse comes in and gives us a lesson on the HOW TO’s of administering this medication, both orally and via injection. I think we can handle it. She is a very good teacher. This surprised me, because every other time I have had to deal with her, I got the feeling I was asking too many questions and I was keeping her from doing something that she felt was more important than what I needed. I was always imposing on her. This was a complete switch.

 

     We head for home around 4:30 it is yet another long day………………………………………………

 

TUESDAY JUNE 28TH , 2005

 

     Mom is unable to get up today, she calls work and does not go in. she had intended on painting, but the weather does not co-operate. It is raining. So she spends the day cleaning.

 

WEDNESDAY JUNE 29TH , 2005

 

     Wow got the blood test results in my email today from Dr Susan. She says that Ian’s Blood test results look as good as he does. Yahoo that is great news. So it looks like things have been in the green basically since January 3rd , that is almost 6 months of normal blood work. And less and less medication.

 

 

P

CPK or CK

Aldolase

Von Will

LDH

AST

ALT

10-15-03/Wed

~~

516

 

 

 

 

 

10-22-03/Wed

~~

501

15.3

 

527

58

25

10-25-03/Sat

~~

130

15.3

170

489

37

25

11-05-03/Wed

50

35

8.3

261

322

22

19

11-26-03/Wed

50

23

6.5

301

319

22

24

12-24-03/Wed

50

36

8.1

241

290

19

20

01-21-04/Wed

45

39

9.3

205

265

21

16

02-26-04/Thu

20

56

7.8

107

298

23

17

04-21-04/Wed

10

92

6.7

158

310

26

19

05-10-04/Mon

9

84

9.5

~~

298

 

 

6-9-04/Wed

9

74

7.5

196

256

25

15

7-14-04/Wed

8

79

7.7

125

203

24

31

8-26-04/Thu

6

72

5.2

177

312

30

14

9-24-04/Fri

3

80

7.3

~~~

236

26

35

10-14-04/Thu

2

96

7.7

161

310

27

13

11-15-04/Mon

2

82

6.4

107

197

26

33

01-03-05/Mon

2

76

3.9

158

270

26

12

3-28-05/Mon

2

86

7.5

118

296

29

11

5-13-05/Fri

2

88

4.8

119

209

28

32

6-27- 05/Mon

2

100

5.1

119

251

29

13

NORM

 

4-175

3.0-12

5.0-160

110-295

2.0-40

3.0-30

        Note: Dr S says the high results that we get from the local lab, are most probably not as high as we think. Their

        normals are for adults and not kids.

 

We are down to       2mg Prednisone,

                             .40 cc Cyclosporine and

                             25mg of Methotrexate , that is the list of active drugs. The compensation drugs are

                             1 mg Folic Acid per day M-F and up to

                             150 mg Zantac twice daily IF needed, Ian has been skipping this, he says his stomach is fine.

 

     Mom is all messed up today, she heads out for her errands and then to the Dentist with Dylan, (he had his 1st cavity, just in a baby tooth tho) and once I get there I am told it was YESTERDAY. Oh my, how did I do that? So we head to the dollar store to kill time until my photos are ready.

 

 

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