< sarcasm>I love Yahoo tech support< /sarcasm>
So, I have to call Yahoo Webhosting to have them reset my DNS for my new webhosting, right? First of all, it takes forever and a day to get to a technician, second, if it gets to the time when they close, they hang up on you without informing you. So I have to call tomorrow and argue with them. However, when I called the technicians from iPowerWeb, and after I survived the REALLY crappy hold music, the technician was really nice. He told me everything I need to do to get around Yahoo's red tape, since Yahoo will apparently try to get me to go in circles. Thanks for the tips dude.
Sunday, after I take family pictures for Kathy, Barry and I are gonna work on my truck's system. He wants to add more power. I'm all for that. You know, as if there wasn't enough power as is. Hehe.
Barry also assigned me a mission when I talked to him on the phone earlier. My cousin Katherine expressed an interest in the Scout, but her parents suck, so I have to call and try to egg her into harassing her parents into letting her have the Scout. Wow, that was gramatically incorrect. Sharon and Gary suck as parents (in my opinion), and they don't want her to have a car. It's my mission as the oldest neice to convince them of the glory of huge ass old SUVs and youth. The Scout's cool, but it needs some work. Barry says to use the argument that I'll help out with the work on the Scout, as long as Katherine works on it too. Katherine doesn't know anything about cars, so this is a prime opportunity to learn. It's always good to know at least a little about how a car works. Calling Katherine is my mission in the next day or so.
Speaking of cars, I need to check my oil and all my fluids. I need to get gas too. That's Dad's and my mission tomorrow after school. I just hope it rains again. It's my cheap excuse not to wash and wax my truck. ::grin::
Baylee/10:40 PM/
Wednesday, April 23
So, my dad bought a new web hosting package this afternoon, so if the site is down for a while, it's okay. It will change from Yahoo! Webhosting to iPowerWeb hosting. Also, my email should change over. However, if you need to get mail to me in the next 24 hours, use thefairypryncess@attbi.com. The email from iPowerWeb says it might take up to 24 hours to transfer it all over. Thanks Daddy!
I saw JJ today, he's cute!
My dad says I need to be more postive on my blog. I'll try, but I make no promises.
Okay, now I'm off to do homework.
Baylee/5:21 PM/
Tuesday, April 22
Excuse the rant that is likely to follow. I am pissed as hell, frusterated and I am completely irrational at the moment.
I cannot deal with this all anymore. All of the "You hate him" bullshit. For the last fucking time, I DO NOT HATE HIM. Why can't people get that through their heads?!
I am a complete mess right now. And this is with only one IB test this year. It will be 5 times as worse next year with all my exams.
There's so much bull shit in my life right now. To the point, I just don't want to deal with it all. I want to run away and never come back. But, if I do, I won't be here when he comes back. And one of the reasons he left was to finish his education and "make me proud". Besides, I can't do anything but deal with it. I'm the reasonable, collected one. I can't break down like this.
And yet I am.
The thought pattern I'm on is so degrading. I keep seeing myself as weak, hopeless and not worth any effort. I know I can't think like this, but the past few days, I can't help it. Maybe it's because I have a slight case of the flu, maybe it's because I've barely slept, maybe it's because of the never ending stress I am under from IB. I just want out.
To make matters worse, it looks like my lovely nail injury is infected. It's red and nasty, where as before, it was just raw skin. Seemingly, I got something in it. All I know is that it hurts.
Nice rant. I'll be fine tomorrow. Just wait. It's my nature. Calm, collected and reasonable.
Baylee/10:11 PM/
Sunday, April 20
I've noticed I'm driving more and more like my dad every day. I made a lane change the other day and I was like "What the hell? Only my dad does that!" I also learned an easier way to accelerate my truck. Good fun. I still have to be really careful though, there's a lot of idiots on the road.
The Av's better as hell win this game. Otherwise, I might cry. Go Tanguay!
ACT's tomorrow. Blah. No TOK though, so I have 2 classes and 3 off-hours tomorrow. Nice. Thursday there is no TOK either, IB Junior "Social". It's a Pizza Party for IB juniors to hang out for 2 periods and enjoy life. Fun!
In the TOK discussion today, I totally conquered it. First, I had the baseball example. Then, I had the Napoleon/History example, with a quote. Followed by the awesome Psychology Perspectives/ Theory example. As Joey put it, "Baylee is all over this dicussion! You go girl!" I love Joey.
GO AVALANCHE!
Baylee/10:58 PM/
Saturday, April 19
I've been asked numerous times today why I didn't go to church. A few years ago or so, I started to question my religious beleifs. I was raised an Episcopalian, yet, I never was a huge fan of it all. So, after a lot of thinking and letters to my godfather (he's a nondenominational preist in California), I came to my current viewpoint on religion and my church.
I believe in God, I believe in Jesus, I believe in the Holy Spirit and the Bible. However, I don't believe in organized religion. I am one of the people on the planet who dislikes going to church, not because it can be boring, but because I feel that it has lost the true message. Especially at my church. For me, church has become too political. If you actually go, you are stuffed with people's opinions on the war and problems with the government, with the Nicene Creed and Communion thrown in. It's not about worshiping God anymore.
I find that I much prefer praying and so forth on my own. Without someone telling me I have to pray for the President and the Prime Minister of England. I don't like when people tell me to do anything, let alone let them tell me what I should believe and who I should pray for.
For example, I was raised to believe that when you die, you go to Heaven or Hell, nothing else. However, I believe that if you are a good person on earth, you have the chance to chose whether to be reincarnated or go to Heaven. And if you have been bad, you can be reincarnated as something lower on the food chain, or go to Hell.
So, in essence, I believe in religion, yet no particular version of Christianity, but I do not believe in organized religion.
That took forever to type. Excuse the typos, but typing an index finger short makes it really hard.
Baylee/6:46 PM/
Friday, April 18
So, we didn't go to the zoo since it was crappy and rainy. So, Claire and I got prom dresses instead. Mine looks like this. It goes well with my whiteness. Claire's dress is gorgeous. We're gonna be the best looking chicks at Prom.
Baylee/11:21 PM/
Thursday, April 17
So, I've liked this guy for a while and apparently was in denial. It's bad when your friends notice before you. Anyhow, we'll call him Seamus, since I don't want everyone to know who it is. In the dream I remember most of from last night, he had a central role. The dream was funny, so I'll retell it:We had another blizzard, and there was tons of snow. I was going on some walk thing, and ventured over to meet the guide person. There's about four feet of snow, so I'm bundled up in my Av's parka, jeans, a blue shirt, pink sneakers, and James' black beanie. I get over there and Seamus is there. Of course I'm like "What the hell are you doing here?" and so forth. We were both going with this guide for some reason. So we're walking about 25 feet behind her, on top of the snow, he has his arm around my waist (under my jacket too man, his fingers were kind of cold) and I'm happy and having a ball.
Then we arrive in this room of people. It's kind of small, and has tables and chairs. On the left is Alex and James at a round table. James was glad I brought his hat, since he left it in my truck when I drove him home sometime the week before. In the middle is Ned, Matt and Ian, arguring over something. On the right is Amber and Claire at a table. Mrs. Cline was there at one point and I remember hearing Megann and Corey. I sit down with my girls, and Seamus sits with Alex and James and they talk. I'm talking with the girls, and we are in constant giggles. We're all noisy until Alex says the following loudly: "So, Seamus, who is this chick I hear you're dating?" The room goes silent. The following conversation occurs:
Seamus: What? Wanna see her?
Alex: HELL YEAH, yo. She sounds hot (or something similar to that)
Seamus: OkayHe comes over, picks me up out of my chair and places me on the table in front of Alex. Alex stands up and goes "BULLSHIT!" He places his hands on the edge of the table, lifts up and knocks the table over. I slide off, I land on my feet (go me!).
Me: What the hell was that for?!
Seamus: Dude, don't hurt her just cuz-
James: (interuppting) YOU'RE JEALOUS!I go over and sit back down with the girls, agitated. We start talking about JJ, giggling like crazy. Seamus is now arguing with Matt, Ned and Ian over something. Mrs. Cline goes over and says something to Seamus, he nods and gets up. He walks over to me and whispers in my ear "Wanna go somewhere private so I can explain something to you?" We get up and go sit on a bench in the hall. I'm almost in his lap, and he's got his arm around me. I'm also wearing his hoodie, all wrapped up in it, nice and warm.
Seamus: So, Alex is an asshole
Me: Really? You think so?
Seamus: Yeah
Me: Hmm, he can be at times, but we all are
Seamus: You know, I've liked you for a long time, and I couldn't ask you out cuz he wouldn't let me.
Me: Hmmm
JJ comes walking down the hall and asks where Claire is, I just point towards the room. He goes in and I hear Alex go "What the hell is this? Man whore day?!" Seamus and I laugh, we continue to cuddle and talk about random crap. About 10 minutes later, Claire and JJ come out of the room and run down the hall, and enter a door on the left. They are folllowed by Alex running down the hall, beating on their door, giving up and storming back to the other room. Seamus and I watched with amusement. I remember wondering what Claire was doing, and then deciding I didn't want to know. They're was a part of me wondering if they were having some debate over Psychology or if they were getting down. Either one was likely with Claire and JJ. Then we sit out there a bit more, hear some yelling and Seamus goes "Stay right here", he ventures into the room where everyone is and returns with a key card. He grins and we disappear into a room.Then the damn alarm clock goes off. My alarm clock is ridiculously loud, and across the room, so there was no hope of hitting the snooze button and returning to my dream. DAMMIT. Always at the good part.
In other news, the past two days have been filled with accidents. Yesterday, I cut the crap out of my leg shaving. Then, today, I kinda dozed off while shaving and took a huge chunk out of my index finger. It hurts like hell. I've learned my lesson about shaving : it's evil. Blah. Also, stupidity rules my house and Claire and I are going to the zoo tomorrow!
Baylee/11:27 PM/
Wednesday, April 16
Caution: The following is my rant of the day...in spanish.
Parece que algunas personas sólo me digan cuando ellos quieren algo de mí. Maldito sea, yo no soy la perra de nadie. Haga su posee el trabajo condenado. Si tu me preguntará para ayuda, por lo menos rato mi derecho del nombre.
Es sólo cortés deletrear alguien denomina el derecho si los ha sabido para unos pocos años y sabe para cómo deletrearlo derecho. Ahora, mi nombre no es común, pero si tu no lo deletreará derecho, no lo puso allí en todo.
Yo no puedo pararme cuando alguien deletrea mi injusticia de mi nombre. Puedo entender si acabo de reunir. Si yo lo he sabido para un rato, lo deletrea derecho. Por favor.Y Chaffin, te gusta llover a mis fiestas, verdad? No me gusta cuando te haces. Pero, me use un translador electronico para mi ortografia, pero, nada mas.
Baylee/9:31 PM/
Tuesday, April 15
First of all, a few messages:
Jessa, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
Claire, talking about him doesn't piss me off. It's referring to our failed attempt at a relationship that pisses me off.
Dan, hi!
Anna, damn right girl.
Corey,I'm still hiding, you can't find me.
Paul, do your own spanish homework, it's easy.
Anthony, causing trouble again, are you?
I need to reschedule my dentist appointment tomorrow. Blah, I quit.
Aladdin loves Jasmine. Aww. Sorry, watching cartoons. They keep me sane. Well, somewhat. I love these cartoons, no thought needed to comprehend them.
I have a UCCS campus visit on the 3rd. Random thought. I've decided that's where I'm going. Yay!
They used different animators on this show, so Aladdin and Jasmine look funny. Weird.
Baylee/11:43 PM/
Ladies and gentlemen, the new layout.
Claire is now hosted here with Working On It. Her cam is also up, and Paul was awesome and added her to the cam portal. Thank you Paul!
Claire and I had our Starbucks interviews today. Those went well, which is good. Claire and I are gonna stalk JJ. He's hot and he works at Starbucks, perfect combination.
I'm finally getting around to eating dinner. So, I'm slow. "Whoop-de-doo Basil"
"True IB Confessions: Day Two" went well. Amber and I are having a ball with this.
Nick told me I couldn't be a lesbian today. He was extremely vehement about it too. Tough luck, anna and I are lesbian lovers.
Hey Claire, be my prom date?Edit: I forgot to mention the death in my family today. Fish, our betta of 3 years and some months passed on. RIP Fish, you were cool.
Baylee/10:29 PM/
