Wednesday, January 9th, 2002 *growls at the Navy* Those fools! They haven't given a single letter to Dustin yet! How do I know? Oh well mr. smart guy decided to call me at 10:30 AM (that's early for me, okay? =P) and of course he had to hang up before I could answer the phone. He left a message on the machine saying he hadn't gotten a single letter yet! Argh! It pisses me off coz I don't want him to think that I'm not sending him letters or anything. Im sending one every fricken day! I missed two days so far and that's because Im so pissed about him not even getting any at all it makes me feel like Im writing them for nothing! Which I AM writing them for nothing if they won't fricken give them to him! And of course all of a sudden all these assholes are calling at, like 9 or 10am and I jump up to get the phone hoping it's Dustin but noOoOoOo..it's some damn salesman or some other bs. Lucky me I just got sent a bill from Sears (a bill for DUSTIN of course 9.9) and he owes them over $600 dollars. How nice of him to leave me with all his debts while he does pushups in the snow >.< There's enough in the bank to pay it off but if more and more bills I dont even fricking know about keep coming in I'll run out of money before they're all paid! *sighs* Why can't he keep track of his money? Is it that hard? I mean really? Is it? It sure as hell aint for ME. I know when I owe someone something and it's rare for me to coz I hate feeling I owe anyone. ARGH! I just got a letter from the Navy further proving their stupidity! For one thing..the letter was addressed to me yet they called Dustin my SON. Secondly they're saying I might not even be able to attend his graduation?! What the FUCK? Im checking the net site they gave me right now (it prolly wont tell me jack shit but it's worth a try). Oh..what a pleasant surprise *drips of sarcasm* "The Page Cannot Be Displayed." These are the people defending my country?! They can't even work the damn internet! The Navy has officially made it to my "dislike" list T_T I still haven't talked to Corey since our little fight on that Saturday after christmas. It's causing so much trouble with my parents right now and he doesnt even care if he even realizes it. All he thinks about is himself and he obviously doesn't understand the concept of family. I know that I would take a bullet for him in a heartbeat but he would never do the same for me or anyone else for that matter. Dad and I are totally confused as to what to do coz we just can't understand such a method of thinking! Corey just doesn't plain care! And of course nothing is his fault either 9.9 The funny thing is Corey's doing this and then mom comes in and talks to Dad about it and the thing "isn't her fault" either. Well gee I wonder where Corey got this? It boggles the mind! 9.9 I've tried to talk to him about it but he doesn't listen. Dad tries but he doesn't listen, Mom tries but he doesn't listen. *sighs* A person has to WANT to change before they listen to the hows and Corey doesn't want to change he feels everyone should change for HIM not the other way around. What really surprised me is Cody said he was like that once. Cody is, like...anti-corey, ya know? Totally kind and sweet and caring and looks out for others before himself. I guess Corey just has to figure it out on his own. I only hope he does coz if not he's gonna end up growing up and being alone for his entire life and no matter what kind of a front he plays I know he doesn't want to be alone forever. He keeps acting this way he won't even have his family to help him. It sucks! Nii-san is getting his net access cut off! *cries* Im gonna have to run the whole damn club by my lonesome ;_; I can handle it for the most part I think but I know it's gonna really tire me out fast. Im gonna miss him too! *cries more* And I keep missing gem! I always log on to these offline messages from him but never get to see him ;_; I see Josh more than him and Josh dun talk much. I think I annoy them ~_~;;; I tend to have that effect on people >.>;; *sighs at her annoyingness* I'm prolly annoying you right now! o.o;; Or now... Or maybe now.. Now? How bout now? Now? ..now? nnnnnow See? I told you so >.>;;;