Well, what can I say about myself? I was born is Voorhes, NJ on August 26,1982 I lived in New Jersey for about 11 and a half years. I have also lived in New Orleans, LA and I am currently living in Las Vegas, NV which is where mostly everything has happened to me. I guess all of my "problems" started when I a freshman in highschool I met this most beautiful girl I had ever seen, and I fell in love with her I loved her and still do on some level to this day. It has always been the hardest thing for me to confront any girl and let them know how I feel, but anyways I was in love with this girl so much that I set aside my own feelings and helped her out when ever she needed it and also when she would let me. On accident I introduced her to one of my friends at the time and somehow the two of them hit it off and the started dating and their relationship lasted for around two years close to three
but I stopped counting.
Everytime their relationship got fucked up I was the one who ended up fixing their relationship, and each time I was kicking myself because I thought it should have been me and not my friend. I cant blame him for dating her he didnt know how I felt about her but then again knowing the way he is he probably still would have dated her. Well finally at the end of my junior year in high school I worked up the balls to tell her well not really I gave her a note telling her how I felt but it didnt go over that well and she threatened to have three guys kick my ass. She finally confronted me and we argued for at least an hour and when she confronted me she had three guys with her but her boyfriend and one of our buddies had my back, after the matter she told the three guys werent there to kick my ass she was just on her way to drop them all off but it doesnt matter I was so aggrevated at the time it didnt matter if there were ten guys who had guns and wanted my blood I just didnt care but there was no fight but the confrontation ended and a strange feeling over whelmed me it was happiness. Yes, I know its strange you think I would be crushed but I wasnt I was happy that night was the first time I smiled in three years. I was actually happy for some time, that is of course until the girl came walking back into my life for the first time and my favorite pool hall, but a couple weeks later she was outta my life again I still havent figured out why it happened but I had no qualms about her coming and going again. I was happy again I even got a girlfriend after that time, which was my first girlfriend ever it took me seventeen years to get into my first relationship. I know its sad seventeen years old and never been kissed, but oh well, I was in that relationship for nine months it was nice but I just wasnt ready for the responsiblity of it all or some such shit like that, cause my ex broke up with me at the exact time of my birth on my eighteenth birthday she didnt know it was just mere coincidence. So I have been single since 8/26/82 2:32am it wasnt all that bad at first but now its driving me insane. |
