whatif

The Personal Page of: Topper (Linda)

What if...

What if he's someone that I've met..
but don't know well enough yet?

What if he's someone that I have yet to meet?

How will I know him?

How will he know me?

Will we know right away, or will it take time?

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I've decided that I'm afraid...
...of going through the rest of my life without someone to share it with.

I'm also afraid that I will make a mistake and choose the wrong man, again.

My search started in March. I've met a lot of really interesting people.

I don't know if one of the people that I've already met is the one that I seek.

I don't know if I have yet to meet him.

It is just such a scary feeling - not knowing what to do, or even how to do it..
continue searching...
or choose from those I have met?

What if in my haste to find a solution, to relieve my fear, I choose the wrong one?

Do I have the right to hurt someone else? Not to mention the pain that I would go through...
Simply because I chose in haste?

Do I keep looking? What if I get so busy searching that I fail to notice that he is already standing beside me?

I don't know what the right answer is. Or even if there is a right answer.
I only know that I don't want to wake up old and gray one day
and look back regretting not having tried.

I have met such wonderful people since I have begun my search.
I will never regret that part. Even if it happens that I do not find the one that I seek
I will still be rich in the friendships that I have formed.